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To Sister Nivedita
3rd June, 1897.
DEAR MISS NOBLE,
. . . As for myself I am quite content. I have roused a good many of our people, and that was all I wanted. Let things have their course and Karma its sway. I have no bonds here below. I have seen life, and it is all self â life is for self, love for self, honour for self, everything for self.
I look back and scarcely find any action I have done for self â even my wicked deeds were not for self. So I am content; not that I feel I have done anything specially good or great, but the world is so little, life so mean a thing, existence so, so servile â that I wonder and smile that human beings, rational souls, should be running after this self â so mean and detestable a prize.
This is the truth. We are caught in a trap, and the sooner one gets out, the better for one. I have seen the truth â let the body float up or down, who cares?
It is a beautiful mountain park I am living in now. On the north, extending almost all along the horizon, are peak after peak of the snow-clad Himalayas â forests abounding. It is not cold here, neither very warm; the evenings and mornings are simply delicious. I should like to be here this summer, and when the rains set in, I go down to the plains to work.
I was born for the life of a scholar â retired, quiet, poring over my books. But the Mother dispenses otherwise â yet the tendency is there.
To Swami Brahmananda
(Original in Bengali)
14th June, 1897.
I am wholly in sympathy with the subject-matter of the letter of Charu that you have sent me.
Â In the proposed Address to the Queen-Empress the following points should be noted:Â
1. That it must be free from exaggeration, in other words, statements to the effect that she is God's regent and so forth, which are so common to us natives.
2. That all religions having been protected during her reign, we have been able fearlessly to preach our Vedantic doctrines both in India and England.
3. Her kindness towards the Indian poor â as, for instance, her inspiring the English to unique acts of charity by contributing herself to the cause of famine-relief.
4. Prayer for her long life and for the continual growth of happiness and prosperity among the people of her dominions.
Have this written in correct English and send it to me at Almora, and I shall sign it and send it to Simla. Let me know to whom it should be addressed at Simla.
PS. Let Shuddhananda preserve a copy of the weekly letters that he writes to me from the Math.