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Daily Reading





6th July, 1901.




     Things come to me by fits—today I am in a fit of writing.  The first thing to do is, therefore, to pen a few lines to you.  I am known to be nervous, I worry much; but it seems, dear Christine, you are not far behind in that trick.  


One of our poets says, "Even the mountains will fly, the fire will be cold, yet the heart of the great will never change." I am small, very, but I know you are great, and my faith is always in your true heart.  I worry about everything except you.  I have dedicated you to the Mother.  She is your shield, your guide.  No harm can reach you-nothing hold you down a minute.  I know it.


Ever yours in the Lord,










[Letter to Miss Mary Hale]




27th August, 1901.




     I would that my health were what you expected—at least to write you a long letter.  It is getting worse, in fact, every day, and so many complications and botherations without that.  I have ceased to notice it at all.


     I wish you all joy in your lovely Swiss chalet—splendid health, good appetite, and a light study of Swiss or other antiquities just to liven things up a bit.  I am so glad you are breathing the free air of the mountains, but sorry that Sam is not in the best of health. Well, there is no anxiety about it, he has naturally such a fine physique. ...


     "Women's moods and man's luck—the gods themselves do not know, what to speak, of man?" My instincts may be very feminine, but what I am exercised with just this moment is, that you get a little bit of manliness about you.  Oh!  Mary, your brain, health, beauty, everything is going to waste just for lack of that one essential—assertion of individuality.  Your haughtiness, spirit, etc. are all nonsense, only mockery; you are at best a boarding-school girl, no backbone!  no backbone!


     Alas!  this lifelong leading-string business!  This is very harsh, very brutal; but I can't help it.  I love you, Mary, sincerely, genuinely; I can't cheat you with namby-pamby sugar candies. Nor do they ever come to me.


     Then again, I am a dying man; I have no time to fool in. Wake up, girl.  I expect now from you letters of the right slashing order; give it right straight; I need a good deal of rousing.


     I did not hear anything of the MacVeaghs when they were here.  I have not had any direct message from Mrs. Bull or Nivedita, but I hear regularly from Mrs. Sevier, and they are all in Norway as guests of Mrs. Bull.


     I don't know when Nivedita comes to India or it she ever comes back.


     I am in a sense a retired man; I don't keep much note of what is going on about the Movement; then the Movement is getting bigger, and it is impossible for one man to know all about it minutely.


     I now do nothing, except trying to eat and sleep and nurse my body the rest of the time.  Good-bye, dear Mary; hope we shall meet again somewhere in this life.  but, meeting or no meeting, I remain,


Ever your loving brother,







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